Update on my Crazy life.

13 days later....

So my last entry was a little different on how my life is today. I am having a baby. Yes that was not a mis type,i am having a little buddle of joy :) And I am happy. I am not too happy about the fact that me and Carlos are very young, and as well that our relationship is still new and were still learning more and more about eachother,although we love eahcother dearly, whos to say that itll work out right? Well I have nothing but good thoughts in my head so i know that well give it a good attempt to work. So on Mothers day i came to work at 7 am. I was all hyper and energenic, but then something happend. I was feeling dizzy,nauseas,and faint. I was thinging to myself ,twat the hell could be goin on here? So i told them i was about to pass out,throw up,or something, so they gave me something to eat and let me sit and take a break for awhile. After 30 min of doing that i got better, so i went back to the front desk, only 10 min later i wa ssick again. So i went down to the security office and I sat there for while. I felt very sick, so i ran to the bathroom and threw up about 3 times. So i told my job that i wouldnt be able to stay at work and i had Arlene pick me up. So then when her car started to move i felt even MORE sick, and so then i threw up some more. it was horrible. So then i was chillin at home and i wa s thinking to myself, what if i am pregnant??? I mean i am late for my period for 15 days. So then i knew for sure later on that day,just a gut feeling. The next day  i go to the doctors, and i was positive. WOW. a baby. i cried for a little bit. Not because i was sad but only it was such an un expected thing to coem into my life right now. And especially since i was having second thoguths about the boyfriend two weeks prior to that. So ironic to find out youre going to be a mother on Mothers Day.

Life as of now....

....Is a little crazy but I can handle it. So tomorrow it'll be mine and boyfriends 6 month anniversary. Might not seem like much but we have been involved for over 9 months, so it feels long for me,considering its been the first real relationship since my First boyfriend. I love him dearly. Hes the best. So he has been living with me since december. I like the fact that hes living with me, I like waking up to him holding me everymorning,it's nice. Im just hoping we dont get sick of eachother. Which we prolly won't since we have our time spent apart. I go out with my girls and he goes out with his boys. And plus we both work. So yeah. I got a new job. I am now currently working at the Hayes Mansion. I started working here last month. I like it. There a few employees that really piss me off but other then that i really like the managers and the work enviroment. I plan opn working here for awhile,untill I am done with school or find a better paying job. But i am getting 13 an hour here so i am satisfied. Well Mothers day is coming up and I went out last night and I bought her a BBQ. A really nice one. Shes been wanting one lately. So thatll be from me Michael and Paul. Hopefully Joe(her fiance) Gets her something, considering she is the mother of his last born child (my lil bro Adrian). Well anyways,moving on, i am planing a beautiful evening,after i get off of work, i work 8 to 4 that day....bleh =/ oh well. So lately i havent been goping out that much. I went out with the girls on friday night,we went to jaimes party,fun times. But i am trying to save money so i am going to try to stay home or do things that dont require very much money. Well im dont typing for now,gotta get back to work. :)

Life took a HUGE turn...

how easily i forget....